Today (June 18) I watched the final round of the US Open golf tournament; decades ago I was an avid golfer.
Watching the thing seemed like a good idea att the time, but it did me some damage.
Way back when, my life was not at all pleasant, but what kept me going was the hope for a better future. There were possibilities, and the road ahead, though dark, was still wide.
Not so now. The future from here looks like today, only it' going to hurt worse, and the energy to develop new ideas, or revitalize old plans still isn't there.
In other words, looking back into my past dimmed my present, and it's going to take some time to recover the equilibrium.
So this is advice to caregivers and patients...don't look back.
It may seem like a strol down memory lane will bring remembered happiness...it will, but it can come at a terrible cost to now.
When there's no tomorrow, there's no yesterday.
There's only now.
Still hoping to get the new and improved version of Blessed Are The Pure Of Heart up and running in the near future. Just haven't had the energy to do it yet...but if you would like to read it, please say so in your comment and I'd be glad to send you a PDF (which should fit your Kindle).
Marley update... been moved to a sanctuary, and Bay County will revise their 'dangerous dog' codes.
If you can, please do leave a comment. I am trying to answer all, and I am failing, but please know this - I read and treasure each one.
Below are my recent releases on Kindle -please excuse their presence in the body of the blog. I haven't the energy to get them up as 'buttons' in the sidebar. You can click on the covers to go to the Amazon links.