Leadership

Someone, somewhere, is looking to you for courage, hope, and inspiration.

Be the miracle.

Lead even when you'd rather not,

lead even when the word sounds hollow,

lead even when you haven't got

a single soul that deigns to follow.

Lead as though you've got a plan,

lead 'gainst body's protestation,

lead because you understand

that there must be a destination

on the other side of night,

past the roaring raging gale,

and that if you survive you might

just be equipped to tell the tale

of the battle's warp and weft

for those who walk footprints you left.

The Five Minute Friday prompt this week is OPINION. Well, in MY view...

They say that I am arrogant,

but that's unfair, and so untrue,

it's just that there's no argument

that holds against my point of view,

for I am highly educated

in every manly art and game,

and it's often been suggested

that I should enjoy wider fame,

but I am just a humble bloke,

and I once (really!) did err

when I one time I went and spoke

and thus a doubt did find me there,

that I truly thought me quite

in the wrong...but I was right.

Three minutes. Boy, that says something.

Here's Harry Belafonte's calypso take on a kind of leadership 

Sylva's always willing to lead or follow, as long as ice cream awaits.

It's Been A Beautiful Life

 

Henri Matisse once visited Auguste Renoir, and saw how difficult it was for the old master to hold a brush, due to his rheumatoid arthritis.

"Why do you punish yourself so!" cried Matisse.

"The pain passes, my friend, but the beauty remains."

I don't count beauty in my words.

I count it in the many dogs and cats who found a home here, and none were ever turned away.

Sure, it's been hard, and exhausting, and sometimes heartbreaking.

And instead of a video, here's Anthony Hopkins with the most powerful prayer in the world.

Yeah, that.

That's the resume I am giving to God.

Amidst the wide world's loud bright chatter,

soft hurting eyes are turned to me,

and in the end it doesn't matter

what I thought that I might be

compared to hurt, compared to fear,

compared to hell lived on this Earth.

Yeah, okay, we'll share a beer,

and in this house you'll find rebirth

from the hard life you've been living

that you never could deserve.

From here on you will be given

every thing, and I will serve

your needs as my worn aching heart

tries each day to do its part.

OK. And yes, dogs and cats do enjoy beer.

The Five Minute Friday prompt this week is ESCAPE.

I once thought I'd outrace time,

and death would be left in far dust;

eternal summer would be mine,

and thus in mine own strength I'd trust,

and not deign to wait upon

a Lord I could not hear nor see,

but now those days are truly gone;

one can almost say the same for me!

But a funny thing did happen

en route to my bare funeral:

Jesus popped out, fingers snappin',

and said my joy could still be full,

'cause what's supposed to be a tomb

is God's eternal party room.

Three minutes flat. Did I get away with it?

Sylvia was found in a high-summer southwestern field, abandoned with a dead puppy in her womb, left to die.

She deserves all the ice cream she can eat.

A Prayer At The Edge

Pain is now over the top,

and this has gone on far too long.

I'd like to cry, 'Lord, make it stop!',

but I know this would be wrong.

These words would doubt His mercy;

this plea would shade His plan,

and now, 'fore strength deserts me,

I pray, 'Make me a man

subordinate to Holy Will,

to that I may not understand;

take my fears, please, and then fill

me with willingness to hear command

and follow through unto the ending,

resolute and sure, unbending.'

The Five Minute Friday prompt this week is RELY.

I once believed in self-reliance,

and of dependence had no trace,

not realizing this defiance

was a slap against God's face,

and I am really really glad

that The Dude took no offence,

for I think to make Him mad,

well, things could really get intense.

But anyhow, I came to learn

that though I can do almost anything,

the one thing I did not discern

was that beneath God's shelt'ring wing

I could from my own pride rest

and thus pass God's greatest test.

Four minutes and a bit.

Music from the soundtrack to Zulu, with Men Of Harlech

Sylvia say that Pitties never yield, either, but that they DO need ice cream breaks.

Through The Night

 

Time overtakes.

These pictures were taken at the beginning and end of night.

And last night was laughably awful, with a metastatic tumour fracturing my right humerus. I can still function, with my right arm held hard to my side.

Everything has to be relearned as mirror image. But I look better in a mirror than in life, so it's all good.

I am still here, and grateful.

I look at what's in front of me,

and in a way don't want to start,

because the simple truth, you see

is my body's trying to break my heart

and drive me to a morphine-sleep,

and armchair and a half-read book,

and it's there it wants to keep

captive life that I in pain forsook,

but while at times I must give in,

and while at times I must retreat,

it's something that I can't let win,

for if I do then I will greet

a person whom I've always loathed,

a loser for whom hope has closed.

The Five Minute Friday prompt this week is ABSENCE. Well, I'm here.

Absence from this, my own place

is inevitable fate,

but no offence unto God's grace,

I intend to make Him wait

as long as I possibly can,

tapping feet and looking bored

with this quite tiresome man

who will not turn and cut the cord

and be pulled up into the blue

by angels and by cheering saints,

but rather will stay stony-true

to a life of nopes and ain'ts

that grew in him, a tangled mess,

watered by his stubbornness.

Three minutes thirty, and maybe that's a bad sign...

And if this is it, let's go with Kenny Loggins

Sylvia prefers ice cream to drama.

The Bridge

I've heard tell that those who design bridges follow a muse; far more than a profession, even more than a calling, it's a ministry, keeping travelers safe through the work of the heart, and creating a thing of beauty withal.

Does that go away in Heaven? Is the engineer given (as a prominent TV pastor once said about the hereafter) a robe and a key to their room (why a key?), and, presumably, a choir practice schedule?

Is Heaven like that old Soviet joke...

Ivan: 'Come the revolution, you will eat strawberries and cream for every meal!'

Dmitri: 'But I don't like strawberries and cream.'

Ivan: 'Come the revolution, you will eat strawberries and cream and YOU WILL LIKE IT.'

Somehow, I think not.

Bridges made of concrete,

and bridges make of steel;

if bridges are heart's chosen meat,

then might God make a meal

of bridges He would order built

across Heaven's great rivers,

made of rainbows, limned in gilt,

'cross which AngelZon delivers

the joyous things each saint desires

in good shape and in perfect time

on new whitewalled celestial tires,

with no extra cost for Prime.

The love of bridge design on Earth

is the profession's Heaven-birth.

The Five Minute Friday prompt this week is REPLACE. Accept no substitute.

There's one thing God can't replace,

one thing that unto death He's true,

the living mirror of His face,

the image that is up to you.

You can choose to scratch the glass,

or not clean off the shaving soap

(which really shows a lack of class)

but even villains cannot hope

to break the thing to spiky shards,

for it will leap to grow again

and leave them hoist on their petards

to contemplate what doth remain,

that is like koan in Zen,

a God who won't give up on them.

Just four minutes...now!

Music from Jesus Jones, with Right Here Right Now 

Sylvia just hopes someone's Heaven ministry is the making of ice cream.

Cordon Blue

Above you can find Belle the Wolf, Red the Heeler, and Cocoa Chihuahua.

Barb is wearing the red blouse.

And Barb, having had her gallbladder removed, is slowly on the mend. There are people who say you can be playing golf two days after surgery. They are idiots.

But anyway.

Eating is hard these days. I'm limited to rice (with butter, salt, and pepper, or brewer's yeast powder), and frozen pizza singles. It keeps me going.

But I remember McDonald's soft serve ice cream, with chicken nuggets and BBQ sauce.

Let's try this, and let's try that,

kung pao sauce might be an aid

for something tasting kinda flat

the way they said it should be made.

Let's try cashews, and ice cream,

and some provolone too.

All of this might make it seem

something that is Cordon Bleu!

And maybe add a dash of wine

right straight from the Walmart box.

This is certain to refine

the stylish way that this meal walks,

but if at end it's gonna fall,

tabasco sauce will save it all!

The Five Minute Friday prompt this week is MOMENT. Well, just give me one to think...

It seems like it was just a moment

ago, receding now unto the past

when cancer still had yet to foment

the bitter end to my respast

of chicken a la microwave

(and sometimes Alice Springs!),

of fish and chips of which I'd rave

and many other things.

Yes, I know we eat to live,

and do not live to eat,

but there's a lot that I would give

for some flame-seared meat

and some taters, fried so crisp!,

but I daren't take that risk.

Unless I want some really nasty dunny time, that is.

Four minutes plus, but less than five.

Music from Jimmy Buffett, with (what else) A Cheeseburger In Paradise 

As long as it's got ice cream, Syl is good to go, and her pals will finish the rest.

Martha On The Mary-Go-Round

As I write this, Barb is in the ER. She had really bad upper abdominal pain today, and as yet there are no answers. Morphine did take pain away.

She expects me to carry on, so here goes.

I kinda like Martha. She's got spirit, and isn't shy about saying what comes into her head. Barb thinks she's a lot like Simon Peter, and I think she's onto something there.

But still, you have to wonder how she felt when Jesus pushed back against her request that He tell Mary to for Pete's sake (!) give her a hand when He dropped by, and Martha wanted to make Him welcome according to custom.

To Martha, the request was reasonable. Men did the discipleship thing, women did the serving thing.

Jesus put that on its head. Mary sat at His feet, exactly as a man would.

Was Martha invited to join her? We don't know.

How did Martha take it? We don't know that either.

But I think we can imagine.

 It is the kind of story

that has the scope to break your heart.

'Twas Mary got the glory,

and Martha got the lesser part,

but she felt called to give her best

in an act of service,

and though she failed some kind of test,

she did not deserve this

sentence carried through the years,

a place further from the throne of grace.

I wonder if the bitter tears

rolled unseen upon her face

when she undertook to understand

the weight of Christ's soft reprimand.

The Five Minute Friday prompt this week is LEAVE.

Martha got reprimanded, yeah.

But she still had attitude.

She met Him on the road ahead,

and said, 'The news really ain't great;

Lazarus is buried, dead,

and why were You so late?

Three days past, his soul is gone

(and what, Lord, were you thinking?).

He is lost to us this dawn,

fed to worms and stinking.'

And then, perhaps, she turned to leave,

but Jesus Christ reached out His hand, and ask, 'Dear heart, do you believe,

and in believing, understand

that Lazarus will soon draw breath,

for I, the Lamb, have conquered death?'

Four minutes thirty and change.

Yesterday, August 9, was our anniversary, so here's music from Firefall, with You Are The Woman

Sylvia thinks ice cream is the best medicine.