But I'm in good company, because even Jesus, in the Garden of Gethsemane, felt despair.
There's no shame in how you feel, because it's what you DO that counts.
I used to think that 'doing' was a ind of chest-beating ferocious opposition...if pain made fifty push-ups hard, I'd do a hundred. So there.
But it's far simpler than that.
Doing is simply this.
Thy will be done.
Just for fun, here are the Carpenters with For All We Now.