I'm down to one bowl of rice a day (made with a mixture of orange and cherry juice, canola oil, and some bacon bits).
Nonetheless, cancer is not winning. In this hopeless place, the spread of my arms expands, to embrace my purpose, and my dreams.
And here's the ukulele, waiting to be strung!
It's hard to know just what to do,
just how to tell the tale.
My lips are getting kinda blue,
and nailbeds getting pale.
The dunny holds a crimson tide,
but this is not no 'Bama song.
There's really nowhere I can hide
from all that's going wrong,
but every hour's still my own
to do with as I will.
I can whine and moan and groan,
or try yet to fulfill
the dreams that God placed in my soul
to make me human, make me whole.
The Five Minute Friday prompt this week is OPPOSITE.
Life is full of yan and ying,
the circle with swirly design.
There's good and bad, but here's the thing:
in my heart, I am just fine
because I never was beholden
to senses of entitlement.
I guess I am just part of olden
days when you went where you're sent
to do what was assigned to you
without question, without thought
that maybe when the work is though
the pow'rs that be really ought
to give you secret special token...
not hardly, mate, you must be jokin'!
And so, today the ukulele got it's soundboard attached, and the framing of the Spitfire rudder spar is done.
And Sylvia got her ice cream.
You are such an inspiration.
ReplyDeleteGrams, thank you so much. The last few days have been horrible, but your words make it worthwhile.
DeleteYour words " to make me human, make me whole' made me think.... Based on the fact that God's kindom is an upside down one, (Lose your life to save it.. the least is the greatest, ... using the foolish to shame "the wise" ... God's power perfected in weakness)..I would say, Andrew, that you are being conforme into his likeness: the most human and whole person I know. ....... not to your praise, but to His. Walking on water merely because He called you out of the boat, ('cause you wanted to go) ... praying continued strength to keep your eyes on him, and your head above the water.
ReplyDeleteWow... I have no way to describe the way in which your words have blessed me, in the predawn hour in which I read them. All I can say is thank you.
DeleteYour courage is inspiring! I'm sorry the days are so painful right now. I have never seen a ukulele like yours. Is it electric? I wonder what it sounds like. You are even more unique than your uke. You are precious to God and I don't understand why He has allowed you to experience ALL of this trouble, but I do know your determination to keep writing the words only you have to write must bring Him deep joy!
ReplyDeleteBeautiful words, and a beautiful ukulele! Are you the artisan crafting it? I'm sorry the days are so painful, but I'm inspired by your willingness to accept as a blessing whatever God brings and allows. Praying for you
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