Bad things get worse (the golf-ball-size lump in my navel is now the size of a billiard ball...and it hurts).
New things get bad (the 'necklace' of swollen lymph nodes around my neck is speading)
Old things get scary (is it possible to live without sleep?..'cause the oh-crap-I-can't-breathe-thing is getting BO-RING!).
Some things just get weird (I tried to give myself a haircut).
And today, it rained.
Now this morning comes the rain,
and it is raining hard.
Wrapped in cold I find, there, pain,
and puddles in the yard.
My sandals leave a muddy trail
(no boots, they clog and slide);
dogs look own with lowered tails,
and find dry space to hide.
But I know this too shall pass,
and sunlight brings the grace;
reflected from each blade of grass,
I see God's smiling face.
And come tomorrow's sunny morn,
the world is clean-washed, and reborn.
Music from Christopher Cross, with Ride Like The Wind.
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But I know this too shall pass,
ReplyDeleteand sunlight brings the grace;
reflected from each blade of grass,
I see God's smiling face.
Yes, yes indeed. :) Prayers continue Andrew
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ReplyDeleteBeautiful! True! One of your best, I think.
Annie in Texas
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DeleteThank you!
Such beauty in the small things - a blade of grass, a muddy trail - that sometimes we only notice because pain and illness teaches to notice them. Much love x
ReplyDeleteLiz, in spite of all the discomfort, I wouldn't trade the privilege of position.
DeleteLove back!
Aww, I’m sorry you aren’t feeling well, Andrew. It’s been so dry here that we welcomed the rain and pray for more. But grey days can be hard on a person.
ReplyDeleteGrey days can indeed be hard, but without them we'd not see the magnificence of a sunset that comes after a storm.
DeleteThank you for your kind words, and for being here!
Beautiful poem, Andrew! Knowing that the storms will pass but God's grace remains is a huge comfort!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much, Lesley!
DeleteAndrew, know that God is continually smiling at you and friend, He rejoices over you (Zephaniah 3:17). Praying for you!
ReplyDeleteJoanne, the Scripture is perfect. Thank you for this, and for your prayers.
DeleteWhat Joanne said. xo
ReplyDeleteThanks, Susan! XOXOXO
DeleteEnjoyed your post as usual. Cancer is the pits and I'm so sorry it's making your body pay the price. Still praying for your comfort and peace. On a side note, after your post about your dogs last week, we had to put our 16 year old cat, Holly, down this week. Hoped she would pass easy but she was suffering and we had no choice.
ReplyDeleteDuhdad, Iam so sorry for your loss. Sixteen years...wow. You must have taken such exceptional care of Holly!
DeleteThank you so much for your prayers.
Thank you! 'Til the last you write and through your pain, give hope.
ReplyDeleteGrace and peace in Jesus' name.
Vicki, thank you for this, and for being here.
DeleteI wish I had the gift of healing, but it probably wouldn't work over the internet even if I did. All I can do is keep praying for you, andI won't stop.
ReplyDeleteJan, I so appreciate your prayers!
DeleteGod is smiling even through the rain you are feeling. It WILL pass and you will be out of all the elements that hold you down. Prayers for you while I am also watching another friend with the same, on hospice and failing more each day. Thankfully you both have trust in our Lord Jesus Christ, therefore you have hope!
ReplyDeleteMary, I really don't know how an unbeliever faces something like thi. Thank you so much for your prayers; please know you are in ours.
DeleteI guess you're saying that it's weird to have rain where you live? I know you live out west, so I'm sure it's quite the oddity!
ReplyDeleteThat aside, I'm so sorry to hear about your growing tumor, increased pain and sleepless nights, Andrew! Quite the trifecta! Know that I'm praying for you and hope that you can catch some sleep tonight, dear friend!
Beth, yes, rain's an oddity here. A light drizzle can completely grilock traffic in Albuquerque, and as for snow...well.
DeleteIt is kind of a grim trifecta...good word! Thank you so much for being here, and for your prayers.
Your post reminds me of an old Jars of Clay song. I am sharing the words to the bridge of the song and the chorus below.
ReplyDeleteFace to the ground
To hide the fatal cut
I fight the weight
Feel you lift me up
Can't deny it burns me up inside
I fan the flames to melt away
My pride
Only had a second to spare
But all the time in the world
To know you're there
You are the shelter from the rain
And the rain to wash me away
I need you, I need you, I need you
(All I'm living for)
I need you, I need you, I need you
(All I'm living for)
& I need you, I need you, I need you
You're all I'm living for
All I'm living for
All I'm living for
All I'm living for
You're all I'm living for
I am so thankful for sunlight that brings grace. I am praying for you and Barb! -Jolene
Jolene, this is perfect - thank you so much!
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