this Symphony Of Pain,
and though it might seem futile,
I'd do it all again
to grow past that old carnal man
into what today is me,
though what, exactly, I now am
is just a great bright mystery,
but the puzzle has an answer
that I don't need to know,
as arm in arm with my friend cancer
down the road I go
skipping over yellow bricks,
once the reigning King Of Pricks.
The Five Minute Friday prompt this week is PERHAPS.
Perhaps I shall not die today,
or perhaps I will.
Perhaps cancer will have its way,
perhaps I'll be here still
to endure until the sun
rests behind the hills;
not up to me, but to the One
Who in His Heaven wills
the parsing of our every hour
to form that which is best.
I am not angry, bitter, sour
that I must face this test,
but stand contented in the trust
that I serve a God who's just.
Sylvia says I stopped being a prick when I learned to share ice cream.
Your trust in God in the midst of your pain is inspiring, Andrew! And I love that you can see God working in you even though it's been so hard.
ReplyDeleteLesley, thank you for this. I wouldn't change a thing; truly, to live is Christ, to die is gain.
DeleteYou have an amazing outlook that is truly inspiring.
ReplyDeleteP.S. The picture in your header is spectacular. Is that a view from your house?
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